#1 (Guess what, maybe I still love you. Seeing you made me realize certain things.. that a day without hearing from you seemed so incomplete. Time spent with you is really never enough. I'm confused, I thought I was already over you but yet I still lose myself completely when I'm with you. There isn't any fucking point in forcing myself to believe that I'm over you when I really am not. It's starting to scare me, I don't want this, I don't want to love you, but I guess some things just won't change.)